Sometimes I don’t know what to shoot.
Like suddenly there is a hole in me, as if the camera or photography has slipped from my mind, and I don’t know what to shoot.
I feel nothing is attractive anymore, but that does not mean I feel disgusted, everything seems inorganic, neither beautiful nor ugly, it just is.
I don’t think it’s a bad thing, but it does make it hard to know what to do when I’m in the mood to take a picture, so I’m stumped.
The same thing happened to me when I used to paint as a hobby. I was solely expressing the images that came to me, but suddenly, like I lost interest in it, it didn’t interest me, and no images came to me. Not that I disliked it or anything, but it was like nothing came to me from within myself.
Just like when I was digging in the ground and suddenly a wide space appeared, I was going to dig down for a long time, but now that a wide space appeared, I feel like I don’t know what to do. I can’t think of a good analogy, so what’s that? You may think, “What the hell?” but that’s exactly how I feel.
That’s how I feel today.
Tomorrow is Saturday. I didn’t have time to go out and take pictures last weekend, so I want to go out somewhere this weekend, but I feel like I don’t know what I want to take pictures of.
Well, let’s see what happens. lol